FKKKK!

sooooo

i just busted the biggest mission of my life & after this mish i dont wanna talk to anyone till friday when im over it cause lords knows im pissed & tired as fuck!!!!


fall asleep maybe 4 AM
get waken up about every 10 min because Steven keeps hitting me
& putting hands on my face or elbows in my face!!!!
finally get 100% woken up at about 5:50 AM...how?
i get pushed off the bed!!!

[if you know me than you KNOW i love my sleep!!! i can sleep for days & when people wake me up from my sleep i get sooo pisssed!!! only thing that makes me sooooooooo fkn mad]

i get mad call my sis & ask her to ask maxie pad to pick me up.
he said okay to give him 30 min.
i do
i decide to go outside & wait
so i lock the doors to Stevens house.

waited & waited & waited
i see lil thizz eat a bug and play with a bird in her mouth
that a hawk was trying to eat but the bird just fell from the tree
& lil thizz swooped on that shit!
[Steven look under the trailer the bird is still alive]

anywaaaaay so i wait & i wait & i wait
and like maybe 1 hr 30 min later i decide hes not coming
sooooooooo i know i cant go back in
cause im soooo pissed & just want to go home!!!
so i did the last thing i had planed.....

I WALKED!!

i fkkkn walked from Del Amo & Palo Verde to Rosecrans & Clark!
FUCKING MISHHHHHHH!!!!

if you know our area you know i walked a shiiiit load!
[map quest it about 6 miles....a little more it's like 6.74]


ANYWAY! that walk was intense!!!


i picked a shit load of flower
got hit on a bout a million times by dirty men.
got whistled at.
some two guys telling me to walk faster cause their trying to drink thei beer.
ROADKILL!
got blisters on my feet


& now im still soooo mad that im not even sleepy or tired
but tomorrow im gonna feel it!!!
&&& im gonna be even more mad!
& so i suggest everyone leave me alone
unless i talk to you.




the end.






















p.s Max don't trip baby boo i'm not mad at you.
you just couldn't wake up i still love ya :D

You stole a kiss and stole my heart
made me a fool right from the start
It wouldn’t have been so bad except
this little plan, it fell apart

If I were you
I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell
In hopes of seein’ tomorrow

It’s such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin’ for fun
wind me up
leave me undone

It’s such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin’ for fun
wind me up
leave me undone

These lips are sealed, I’ll never speak
your name in loving memory
so don’t you try to make ammends
that’s what ya get for playin’ mean

If I were you
I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell
In hopes of seein’ tomorrow

Ahhhh, break my heart and leave me
Man on the run

It’s such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin’ for fun
wind me up
leave me undone

♥

how i feel . . . .

eh whateves.

summer rain.

so summer is here!

& if you know me well, you would know i don't like being hot.
but its something i can't prevent.
so in the summer i like to be cool all the time....so beach time!

anyway... lately i don't know whats really going on.
like my living situation & friends.
everything is weird. well not weird just.....confusing.
but i know i can make the best out of all of this.

& ive also realized these past two days that . . . . .im pretty much over it!

YAY ME<333


anyway....t hsi past weekend was a strange drunk FUN weakend! ahahaha

i love me some ALISSA!!! shes so dope.


anyway hot dog & wii time <333