friends....

its funny how I'm called a friend by everyone
but in reality i think I've only had one true friend.
he was my best friend and is still my best friend.

when shit happens to me i want no one to talk to but him.
even tho he doesn't give me the answers I'm searching for
i know he truly is listening to me.
(even if i cry to much and it gets annoying)

i don't know why but he is the only person i truly trust.
& i hope he never gives up on me.
i hope he decides to be in my life forever because i seriously
don't think i can do without him.

hes my sanity, my life & i will always thank god for
bringing him in my life. i will always Love my fatty.

my best friend forever; i hope.

















friendship est Sep. 2004

in the dark . . . .

sometimes i feel like everyone is moving on.
& they really are.

& i cant, i'm stuck. i'm on pause.


i seriously HATE my life sometimes.
i hate the problems i have.
i hate how this country is run.
FML!

i'm moving somewhere else somewhere far where i can start fresh!!!